SO, today is a new day. Big fucking deal~ everyday is a new one right? every minute is a new beginning, blah blah blah…. what if- this is all it. I am so fucked~ I just can’t see that its going to get any better or any worse. I have a good life, I have a GREAT SI, and an amazing kid- I guess. I mean~ define amazing kid…. I love said kid, my heart aches when said kid hurts or cry’s. Kid is average. happy, semi- healthy, friends. I wish said kid would go out and cause trouble, i wish Kid would date, i feel bad Kid doesn’t date. IS it my fault Kid doesn’t date. Did I fuck Kid up? I never thought I’d be a parent, I’m not sure I’m any good at it. I’m not sure I didn’t totally fuck Kid up… Did i fuck kid up?? SHIT! I fucked Kid up didn’t I?
Life if life isn’t it. What i do with it is my business. Is it SI business too? How much of it is SI business? It is what it is isn’t it.
Playground Psychotics 